Wow i am sooo tired, was up all night gluing wallpaper to a prop wall and now, to see the full set im stressing because im worried its not appropriate! well il wait till i start shooting and hopefully it goes good.  WISH ME LUCK! i feel like i need it lately! I have an engagement party to go to tonight and i worked my legs hard at the gym last night hehe.

Im looking forward to the party as my work improves every time i shoot and i plan for tonight to be no exception! Its actually one of my wife’s family members engagement party tonight but i wont be relaxing as im working and although i like it this way because i love photography more then relaxing its easy to understand why people hire a photographer rather then getting there family members to do there photography.. it really is a full time job and the whole time im there im just running around, trying to stay out of the way yet trying to get the very best images for my client and it is truly a big responsability as they will never have this party again.

Reminds me of my wedding, my brother did my wedding and he done a great job but i wish i had have got a professional, not only would my wedding photos have been alot better (no offence to my beloved little brother!) but he would have been in more pictures and that alone for me would have been worth it.

Every year im i have been pushing this carear is another year i realise just how much is in my job, i have honetly put in thousands of hours of study time alone not to mention actualy doing my job and photo retouching, there is just so mcuh to learn and its funny i remember reading plenty of books in photography and the author has been in his 50s and he is still studdying even with such an accomplished career and such obvious skill in photography.

Feel free to comment and tick box underneath comment because i dont want to talk to myself in here forever